Even when my direct boss or senior boss used to be in good mood and they want to share some light moments with me……i feel a bit uncomfortable in having FULL EYE CONTACT with them.
Today also, in the late evening, when my direct boss called me in his office; as usual i enteted his office and waited for his directions in standing mode only.You know, sitting in your boss’s chair is very fatal.Sitting on a chair in his office means you are free enough to take some additional assignments, which he always have in abundant…..so i stood up….waiting for his directions…..
He said in a light mood- sit down friend (baitho yaar ashish).And he discussed some of the routine office issues with me as if i am his deputy…..Should have been a cheerful moment for me, but i was a bit stressful and finding it difficult to have eye contact with him, although he seemed happy with my performance.
Any how, after some discussion, he called me to take a chair beside him in front of his monitor to draft some mails for him.He actually hates replying to official e-
While drafting the mails, sitting besides him, i was uncomfortable and i was stuttering severely.
He was co-operative as always.
So after that little stint in his office, i was back to my table.Then i thought that it is not only stammering that is the culprit here.
Then i remembered the moments when even at home, i didn’t felt comfortable even with my father and brother.
So stuttering have caused it or this my BASIC NATURE have caused stuttering…………a question here!!!