My friend Vattikula from HYD

Hello Friends
               This is Ramu from Hyderabad.I am doing my 3rd year in IT stream
in IARE college. I have an elder brother and a younger sister.They are
also doing their My father is a watchman in a residential
apartments and my mother works along with him.

Well coming to my life style my stammering made me to remember each and
every situation of my life.People who hurt me a lot are countless where
as persons who understand me completely are hardly a few…
I stutter
since I was 5years old.At that time I was not aware of the situation and
experiences that a stammerer usually faces.But as days went on many
situation caused a lot of pain.Those situations made me to be a isolated
one from this normal people.At some point of time my depression levels
made me to think that I am an alien who doesn’t belong to this world.I
was also not looked upon well by many of my friends. This way my
secondary education got completed.

Then I entered into my
Intermediate.Here I spent a horrible life.I used to face many of my
classmates who always tried to criticize and tease on my stammering.As
this is our step into our teenage life, everyone is in a mindset that
they are the rulers.But my mindset used think like a small kid who is
usually afraid of strangers. I Always used to avoid talking with
others.— But I surrender to the situation which I am skipping when
our lecturer asked me to read out the question. —- That was my all
time worst situation. It was a very hard time for me then. I heard only
the laughing of 90 people around me. I used to take it to my heart and
that made my life worse. But from that time I used to inform my
lecturers about my speaking problem and they have accepted my
request.But that situation has hurt me a lot . Like this , I completed
my graduation.With this kind of bad experiences I
entered into my life.Here I remembered my past and also the
reason for my painful past life.So I decided to secure my coming life
from this.So I created some comfort zones and also some boundaries to
me.I started to follow my committed instructions. I am succeeding in
following them but cant stop the bad things from the past haunting me.I
was again back in my confused life.And started punishing myself.My
behavior made my family to worry.They tried to change me but it was in
vain .Then I realized that I am not only hurting myself I am including
my family in this vicious thing.Suddenly another worst one was
added to my life during that bad time. That was with my lecturer,Due to
some misunderstanding.That situation dragged me to our H.O.D.There I
totally failed to give my exact explanation.By this I was frustrated a
lot and started to find some alternative for my problem.Fortunately I
found TISA. Here I got a turning point in my life. A new era has started
for me.With support of TISA members I came to know about my value.And I
learn how to lead life and also to face the world.Now I am improving
myself step by step.As stammering is a problem
which is not recognized by the society it is very hard to find support
to stammering people.But TISA has evolved to support such kind of
people.My heartful thanks founders of TISA…
Vattikula Ramu

Post Author: Sachin

7 thoughts on “My friend Vattikula from HYD


    (August 14, 2013 - 5:44 pm)

    Welcome to TISA!

    Natesh Subhedar

    (August 14, 2013 - 7:06 pm)

    Nice .I can relate to you :)All the best


    (August 15, 2013 - 2:38 am)

    Thank you Natesh


    (August 15, 2013 - 9:17 am)

    Thank you ramu for share your experence with TISA welcom


    (August 16, 2013 - 8:05 am)

    Wecome Ramu!! You have joined TISA at the right time.. make the most of it.. keep sharing.. and keep attending SHGs in Hyderabad whenever possible..


    (August 17, 2013 - 1:49 am)

    Ramu- just saw your video- you have acted very well.. Keep facing the camera and doing your stuff!


    (August 25, 2013 - 3:51 pm)

    Thank you sir.I will try for that.And in recent days I am observing allot wonders by which I am inspiring.Once again thanks allot for establishing such a path for pws people.Now I am very proud of my stammering.

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