Chanchal is quite today,while I am done writing this post . Unfortunately, I can't count on him..he has cheated me as recent as yesterday. He told me,he would help me make a video in the park,but backed out after he saw some folks walking nearby. Alas,he was weeping coming home.I kept yelling at him. He says never again I shall defy..but today also...the same... But today I am wise and a lil bit compassionate also than I was a day before. I have forgiven myself for being so rude. 'Chanchal is none but my mind '