Is it necessary to speak a lot like others??

Every stammer has a big hope inside his heart that one day he will speak fluently like others. He will also crack the jocks and people will clap & praise for him. He could not become popular only because of his way of speaking. It is quite weird when he speaks like this and people seem to torcherd by him. Same problem with me, with same thinking. One or two boys in my class always speak more and get popular because they can attract audience by their humor and fluency. Many times, I get depressed only because I think that I have better contains to speak and can speak many things better than those. But I have disability that I can’t speak so much fast because I stutter. I stop many times to think what I have to say while I know what have to say. Many times I think that fluent day will come or not?? I will be became a popular or not?? Sometime when I start to copy these people I feel I can’t run long with them. I am a person who stutter and it’s my way to speak (less but important). There is no competition with others how much can I speak like others. It’s my competition with myself to speak only what others need to me. I can’t speak a lot but still I can spread my message and others satisfied with me. It’s my motive of speech. At last Satisfaction is only matters. All comments are welcomed.